Monday, December 28, 2015

Don't judge, please ask

what it means in the sound. the relationship is on the verge of being un-done by the lack of communication. even when its about to be over all i wants try my best to fix it.

life is easy and it speaks the truth about the world we live in, all couples fight, it makes your relationship stronger, you know that all minor arguments are fixable, this sound of life highlights the fact that both parties within an argument want it to stop but it never just stops, it fades out until you no longer know what you arguing about.

the true meaning behind it... that you need to make things good because you never no when it will end... So that means I know sometimes we might have problems/arguments. But we gotta make it work because I could be gone the next day. 

You should never go to bed mad. That no matter what happens make up, because you never know whats going to happen. if i wakes up in the morning still mad about the past day, and i leaves, walking down the street and its very deep 

Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Rise and fall

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
When you think you almost finally made it,
Suddenly your picture becomes tainted,
The rise and fall..

Give into certain vices that was clearly wrong,
and the type that seems to make me feel so right,
But some things you may find can take over your life,
Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,
And there's nowhere left for me to turn,
Been caught in comprimising situations,
I should have learnt.

Ever since i am far from my family,  i always wanted to have family of my own.

nothing changed since then.

Almost made it to the finish line but the fuel to burn is no longer available.

I will be just fine and waiting to be deeply strong so that I can do what best for me. I might not be the best but I am just me.

Raden Yusnaidi Adiputra Bin Alias.

Monday, June 15, 2015

Prequel to Mad

They were the perfect couple who adored each other while still having a farting contest. It helped that they accepted each other completely in a way not often seen in real world which tend to use tension in a couple's relationship. How much more of a challenge is it to find ways to get a beautiful life? In one way support seems to be good but the bad part is that when trying to fix broken glass, you will wound up hurting your finger very badly. It is hard actually to fix a broken glass. People can do very much of it but never in the world that the glass will be the same as before. Perseverance will make the glass beautiful but who will get the point to clean up the blood on the finger. I want to thank people to tip up the way to pay bill.

One of the problems with the finale was that i am hardly in it, I will just "present" while things were going on with other characters. At this point I am hurt a lot but what option do I have in life. Well there is an option to walk away but that is not what I am going to do. Yeah I know at the end I will scorch the mark on my heart but that is the price of loving/living in this world. Life is full of fun but not all will be on the receiving end of those terms. Bit by bit everything is taken away, my beautiful life, my car, my bike, my job and now my life. Getting cum on the face is not awesome but someone has to do the jury duty. I have one vision and the vision is to get in Honda CBR 1000rr. Not to be pedantic although I have be on Kawasaki zx10rand race on it too but I wish to be just on the Honda

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At the end of the day what is the point. If it is hard to teach people or the word guide, what can we do? Nothing kan. There is one part of the list that wasn’t mention in here. When I think about going for anything more than that, I look at my life and who I am and I am too far gone. I am broken.