Sunday, November 23, 2014

Fourth Letter.

even if the lips explodes the heart stay closed. I've bwwn sparing the word,  certain word. i want to give you everything but my hands aren't full and fear start to continue grow in my heart. i don't have very much and lack even more but I've been trying hard to gain. You must've been lonely but without any so called complaint but did you smiled and waited for me. i might not know.
i love you
i promise your eternity
there are no word that could describe you
my tears speak to me
and they sink into my heart
the name that will not be erased until my life ends.
there isn't a reason to always share what i feel because it bound to depreciated. even without a purchased gift, compliment i would be the same as usual. the door is getting soggy from the fresh milk but it ain't so good to smile on the turf of fact that the smile wasn't nurtured from the get going.
in a place in my heart, sadness lies and i am sorry to myself that i haven't done enough to knocked off the spices. i didn't want to have any part of me not to be filled with respect and the part of the list.
i don't know that i pained her without knowing, i loved her while hurting her and that pains me.
be what you want to be. I am ready to meet my creator and insya'Allah i will bring with me the empty mind...
Letters .