Monday, December 22, 2014

Unknown I may croak

If I be the first of us to perish,.
There is a change but not a leaving.
For just as death is part of life,
The dead live on forever in the living.
And all the gathered possessions of my journey, 
The minutes shared, the anonymities explored,
The sturdy layering of intimacy kept,
The things that made us giggle or weep or sing,
The silent philological of guise and dash,
The knowing

These are not flowers that fade,
For even pebble cannot the wind and rain withstand
And mighty crag peaks in time reduce to sand.

Be still.
Close my eyes.
Listen to my last heartbeat.

i am ready to meet my maker.

Sunday, November 23, 2014

Fourth Letter.

even if the lips explodes the heart stay closed. I've bwwn sparing the word,  certain word. i want to give you everything but my hands aren't full and fear start to continue grow in my heart. i don't have very much and lack even more but I've been trying hard to gain. You must've been lonely but without any so called complaint but did you smiled and waited for me. i might not know.
i love you
i promise your eternity
there are no word that could describe you
my tears speak to me
and they sink into my heart
the name that will not be erased until my life ends.
there isn't a reason to always share what i feel because it bound to depreciated. even without a purchased gift, compliment i would be the same as usual. the door is getting soggy from the fresh milk but it ain't so good to smile on the turf of fact that the smile wasn't nurtured from the get going.
in a place in my heart, sadness lies and i am sorry to myself that i haven't done enough to knocked off the spices. i didn't want to have any part of me not to be filled with respect and the part of the list.
i don't know that i pained her without knowing, i loved her while hurting her and that pains me.
be what you want to be. I am ready to meet my creator and insya'Allah i will bring with me the empty mind...
Letters .

Saturday, November 22, 2014

sakit dan mati adalah pasti..

memahami erti tujuan kita hidup.
terima kasih padamu ya Allah kerana sering kali mengingatkan aku tentang dunia yg hanya kau pinjamkan pada aku. kadang kala aku lupa yg dunia ni hanya sementara sahaja. yang kekal apa yg di sana insya'Allah.. aku selalu lalai selalu leka.. aku bersyukur kerana Kau igtkan aku.

ternyata Kau terlalu menyayangi aku.. hanya rahmat magfirah keampuananmu yg aku perlukan. aku kadang kala lupa yg Kau pencipta alam dan ciptaanMu lengkap seadanya. aku terlalu leka.

Buat insan yang pernah aku coretkan dosa dan kebencian.. maafkan aku kalian semua.  hidupku tak lama lagi di dunia yang penuh fana ini seperti yg aku sangkakan kerana aku terlalu leka..

kepada ibu bapaku..Allah akan temukan kita di Sana nnt..bagi sahabatku.. jadi insan yg soleh dan solehah, mujahidin ke jalan Allah.. lupakan dunia sementara.. supaya bekalan ke akhirat dapat dicari..


Raden Yusnaidi Adiputra Bin Alias.


Monday, March 3, 2014

Generasi saya....

Assalamulaikum and a very good morning to all of my reader. It have been a long time since my last projection of words on the net.

today i would like to say a few word and i dedicate this word to my generation

Our generation will be known for nothing
Never will anybody say
We were the peak of mankind
This is wrong, the truth is
Our generation is a failure
Thinking that
We actually succeeded
is a waste, And we know
Living only for money and power
Is the way to go
Being loving respectful and kind
Is the dumb thing to do
Forgetting about the time
will not be easy but we will try
Changing our world for better
Is something we never did
Giving up
Was how we handled our problems 
Working hard
Was a joke
We knew that
People thought we couldn’t come back
That might be true
unless we turn things around

Read from bottom up

p/s : i love u