Monday, March 11, 2013

Start Stop

hey...i guest nothing here to be talk about though...
hmm..well..i don't know what to mumble here...
except that i just so happen to know that..
i don't talk much...
yeah..i don't talk much..and ummm...my communication with people outside..
kinda lost...i barely text people..
no..nothing..nadaaaa....
what seem to be happening around here..
opinion...?? some idea....
well the fact that everything is shut down..
and i was doing everything i can to pleased people around me...
and what did i get..NOTHING..!!
everyone make mistake..learn to live with it...
i am not a crappy dude who doesn't know what to do...
where i've been for the past week...
no one even give a shit about it....
no one even ask about how was my day....
talking about sucking a lemon...
i do aware that i have nothing to offer to others..and if i did...
i might not even offer it to others...

think...
there is a thought..i would suggest while driver after went for a fishing trip...last weekend..
if i have what i need to live by myself...i would never return to my current life...
and i mean it...yeas..i am so heartbroken...
with almost everything....i have no one to share my problem with...
yeah..its like that..right now..i just need a jump start..and i will never ever..return...

p/s ; i hate it..when this feeling come to me...